I am always right!
There have been three steps to this striking realization.
Firstly a friend said something along these lines “I cannot trust my judgement to be accurate because my mind is so committed to self-preservation”
The truth of this statement was instantly before me. Our mind and will is always right because its goal is self-preservation. I ought to deceive others if it protects me. I ought to make every choice based on what provides the best outcome for me. The ability of my mind to elevate and protect me in competition with others is surely right. It is surely an advantage in this world to use every opportunity to secure advancement by using my influence, intelligence and resources. Our judgement cannot be trusted to be accurate because it is designed to put me first in the same manner in which my hand will recoil from a flame.
With this thought lolling around inside I began to notice and recall situations and conversations in which people acted contrary to this new understanding of mine. They have said things that are not natural, done things that provide no benefit to themselves. Surely this is not right. Something must have become dislodged in their internal processing.
The third realisation is that these people who act without regard to their own advancement fall into two distinct categories. Two diametrically opposite categories if such a thing is possible. The first group of insane people seem to have some higher insight. They see and recognise the choices that will lead to their betterment but choose instead to take a different path. They appear to be following another. They act in obedience and love. Overcoming instinct, overcoming self rightness, overcoming defensiveness, overcoming self. For ease lets call this group ‘Overcomers’ (I think someone may have coined that before me).
The other group who act without regard to their own advancement are very, very different. They seem to make unusual choices. They take paths that lead quite obviously to their detriment. They choose companions that take from them, they spiral seemingly out of control, looking for a wall sturdy enough to break against. And break they inevitably do. These folks also seem to be following, but blindly, not knowing whom.
Both of these groups differ from ‘normal’ society in that they do not act rationally to defend and better themselves, instead they follow a different beat.
You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world. They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them. We are from God, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from God does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit of truth and the spirit of falsehood. 1 John 4:4-6